Life of an adoptive mom

The Guardian Ad Litem had spoke words. Words, words, words...come on brain WORK! I asked her to repeat herself, followed with are you sure? "Yes okay we will see you in two days". *Click* My best friend looked at me, what was that? Was that about Anthony?! Did they get the results?! I broke into tears leaving her unsure of how to act with my face still in shock. I finally found a way to speak. "They said there is 0% chance that he is the father...! In two days we set our adoption finalization date!" We cried so many happy tears in that moment. Everything in the world was perfect. All the worries, the fear, going to bed every night not knowing if it was my last day with AJ it was all worth every moment to have a lifetime with him.  Two days later on August 1st 2017 we arrived to court. Not a single things that was said by the Guardian Ad Litem, or the case worker was processed, my heart was racing, my adrenaline at an all time high, oh and you remember that over thin...

To all my beautiful readers, It has been almost two years since writing in my blog. The story I have told got to a point for me that I was not able to continue writing because we got to things I was still emotionally processing. BUT we are ready to continue sharing our beautiful story that leads us to the best days of our lives.  We left off at AJ's birth mother "Betty" physically assaulting her mother, and stating that she had moved in with AJ's birth father...who wanted custody. We will call him Anthony. We took AJ to get a DNA test done to determine the future of our current situation. The way they do DNA testing is by taking the mothers DNA and the "supposed" fathers DNA and test it together against the child's DNA. Betty refused to give her sample knowing this would prolong the testing we were all a little frustrated including Anthony. Anthony showed up to court multiple times in a row, showed a sincere interest in AJ, and had the same face shape. O...